10th House Saturn Lessons

[juliafox1]

Dear lovely astrologers, I hope you are fine, healthy, and happy.

I'd love to know more about Saturn's lessons and the motivation behind them. I mean, with the basic words, why? Why does Saturn restrict us in some areas?

What lessons should be taken from angles such as square, opposite sextile, and conjunction? I'd love to hear your thoughts.

A personal question: Saturn *really* restricts me in my career. I dropped my first degree in 2019 and started a new degree which was my 'dream' with full scholarship degree. I graduated with honors around 6 months ago. The bizarre thing is that nobody is hired in the new city where I moved. I literally can not find any job! Any.

My recent job opportunity fell through due to the employer's uncertainties, and the deal was ultimately canceled. This happened while Saturn was squaring my 6th house. At the same time, my daily routines completely fell apart after moving back to my family home.
Good things: I noticed a lot of shadow I get from my mother and healed (hopefully)

I’m trying to understand what this square is teaching me. What lessons should I take from Saturn's limitations in my 10th house?

Could all of this be pushing me to build a solid routine and reconnect with my center? Given the challenges of finding work here and the economic crisis, I’ve decided to pursue a master’s degree abroad and aim to relocate there. I’ve already received a few offers and plan to move in 2026. I'll be 29, which also aligns with my Saturn return. Could Saturn’s current restrictions be its way of preparing me for this move and helping me grow into a more capable, grounded version of myself?

In the place where I live, I often face judgment and condescension when people hear about the field I studied. On top of that, the difficulty of finding a job has made things even more challenging. As Virgo North Node, I slowly lose my confidence and self-esteem from getting things done.. I know I am capable of doing so many things in my career field. Why does Saturn restrict me?

It's a looong post, thanks for reading. Feel free to share any thoughts or insights you might have—I’m open to hearing all perspectives.

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[waybread]

I'm finding your attached chart too small to be legible, but I wonder if Saturn on its own is such a problem. It looks like it opposes Mars. I have a natal Mars-Saturn opposition, which can play out as a classic see-saw: a Mars burst of energy or enthusiasm with the brakes off, followed by Saturn's sense of self doubt and low self-esteem.

A more empowering interpretation of Saturn would be to think of its lessons of responsibility, hard work, and authority. Saturn absolutely asks for perseverance, and getting by on very little. He runs a kind of diagnostic on our lives, pointing out areas to strengthen.

Would you mind sharing what is your field? And posting a bigger chart with legible degrees? Thanks,

 

[Outlook]

I agree with @waybread that you will experience problems with saturn opp mars in your life and that it stands for sheer bad timing (mars bolts from Saturn conj and this always indicates a rush to get away from restrictions!) and sheer bad planning which can lead to failure in result. you need to always, always learn to be thorough in your plans but not that thorough as to be paralytic. there is a balance and it is this you need to learn.

there is also an indicator that you yourself are not well connected to environment so a little isolated from it all. Perhaps you miss the finer detail of how things operate around you. Perhaps you a little distanced and dont get there is timing at play. for example right now we are moving into Dec and people’s thoughts turn to family and slow downs in business is the result. Nobody looks to hire at this time.

Astrologically we have a mercury rx and mars rx both hampering plans so it will be uphill battle for everyone looking to get cooperation from others towards a result for them. and marx is rx till April. So its a bit of a long period of slowdown, to take into account.

Then you yourself are preparing for a saturn return. saturn is currently in its 12th…. just a small time to go to saturn cycle restarting. that means for you personally now is a time for impressing personal goals of your future snd preparing to start the adult 30 year cycle. this is where you review your life, judge yourself, realise what and where needs attention and prepare for the new phase. But inwards you are not yet ready for the beginning. That comes after Saturn return has completed its conjunction. It doesnt mean you cant start a new job etc, but it does mean your start may be not in the true direction you intend but be a small mistep because you are not paying full attention.

its all ok. Do your best but be kind to yourself if a misstep is made and a wrong choice made, thus you realise anything you take now wont do and thus a restart is needed in a few years time. awe cant always line up our actions with timing…and thats another saturn mars consideration (that your timing is not good), and you need to always make room for in your life anyway.

 

[Frisiangal]

Many Moons ago a popular song was 'I want to Break Free'. Basically a desire for personal freedom of independence, yet held back by the need for another in one's life. That could fit a natal Sun in Aquarius, and the inner effects of a Moon, ruler Ascendant, in Aries and its aspects.

Saturn in Aries can act in a number of ways. It can restrict or hold one back one from taking action in life, OR it can provide the stamina within patience to 'stay for the long haul' of Aries otherwise 'NOW' temperament. (Same band sang, "I Want it All ...NOW!"). The saying, 'Everything comes to those who wait' could bring in the sextile aspect between Mercury-Jupiter-Saturn.

Mars- Saturn aspects can denote finding the will to attempt overcoming the walls/ boundaries that keep one within a confined and pre-conditioned space, ... and Cyprus is an island! The aspect often represents the force of outer authority, a/the father figure, or an older person that curbs that personal will. As mentioned by Waybread, the force attributed to responsibility, obligation, and duty, in this case in strictly personal relationships to which one feels, yet not actually is, tied (no aspect between Moon-Saturn).

The Sun is unaspected in the 9th house. The ideal of a free will ! So what is it holding its desire back?
In a previous post you mentioned having been told that you would live abroad. The 9th house is THE realm associated with long distance travel.
Maybe it's a case of natal Sun being willing to "Want to Break Free' by giving up everything ( progressive Sun in Pisces) to which it had been attached, that can release it from a self-imposed bondage?

 

[Ecliptique]

Hello juliafox1,

in 2019, you had in particular the significant transit of Uranus to Mercury Jupiter Uranus by square.

In the more present case, you have the significant transit of Mars and at the beginning of the year 2025 will come those of Venus and Pluto...

I don't think that your Saturn Return will be significant in 2026. This year 2026 will be very important with the significant transits of Uranus, Neptune and Pluto...

I will try to give you a more detailed answer.

Ecliptique.

 

[juliafox1]

I'm finding your attached chart too small to be legible, but I wonder if Saturn on its own is such a problem. It looks like it opposes Mars. I have a natal Mars-Saturn opposition, which can play out as a classic see-saw: a Mars burst of energy or enthusiasm with the brakes off, followed by Saturn's sense of self doubt and low self-esteem.

A more empowering interpretation of Saturn would be to think of its lessons of responsibility, hard work, and authority. Saturn absolutely asks for perseverance, and getting by on very little. He runs a kind of diagnostic on our lives, pointing out areas to strengthen.

Would you mind sharing what is your field? And posting a bigger chart with legible degrees? Thanks,

Dear waybread, thanks for your reply!

I'd like to ask what you learned- how to manage your saturn-mars opposition. Have you always believed in yourself? Have you stayed true to your goals even for a long time?

I studied Management of Performing Arts, and after my graduation, I noticed that I would enjoy events and experience design and management as a career. I'd really enjoy developing methods, creating things with other's talents and spending time with artist friends It is inspiring and fulfilling to be around creative people and bring them together. Unfortunately, I could not find a place in the industry in a short time and it extinguished the energy in my Mars. I should be more passionate and patient for sure Since I couldn't find a job, I started to wonder if I made a mistake by studying in this department at university. Thinking about these things caused me to have insecurity and self-doubt, as you mentioned. And..time! I don't know how to manage my time and goals. How will I use the time before starting my master's degree? Am I on the right track? What if I don't succeed? Questions are floating around in my mind. IMO I shouldn't define myself by profession. Answering the question "What do you do these days?" as "Nothing" triggered these thoughts I might be lost because I don't have many people around me with whom I can talk about these issues. Thank you very much for your astrological vision, you helped me understand the dynamics.

-I re-upload my chart!

-I found your quote 'Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.' very inspiring!

 

[juliafox1]

I agree with @waybread that you will experience problems with saturn opp mars in your life and that it stands for sheer bad timing (mars bolts from Saturn conj and this always indicates a rush to get away from restrictions!) and sheer bad planning which can lead to failure in result. you need to always, always learn to be thorough in your plans but not that thorough as to be paralytic. there is a balance and it is this you need to learn.

there is also an indicator that you yourself are not well connected to environment so a little isolated from it all. Perhaps you miss the finer detail of how things operate around you. Perhaps you a little distanced and dont get there is timing at play. for example right now we are moving into Dec and people’s thoughts turn to family and slow downs in business is the result. Nobody looks to hire at this time.

Astrologically we have a mercury rx and mars rx both hampering plans so it will be uphill battle for everyone looking to get cooperation from others towards a result for them. and marx is rx till April. So its a bit of a long period of slowdown, to take into account.

Then you yourself are preparing for a saturn return. saturn is currently in its 12th…. just a small time to go to saturn cycle restarting. that means for you personally now is a time for impressing personal goals of your future snd preparing to start the adult 30 year cycle. this is where you review your life, judge yourself, realise what and where needs attention and prepare for the new phase. But inwards you are not yet ready for the beginning. That comes after Saturn return has completed its conjunction. It doesnt mean you cant start a new job etc, but it does mean your start may be not in the true direction you intend but be a small mistep because you are not paying full attention.

its all ok. Do your best but be kind to yourself if a misstep is made and a wrong choice made, thus you realise anything you take now wont do and thus a restart is needed in a few years time. awe cant always line up our actions with timing…and thats another saturn mars consideration (that your timing is not good), and you need to always make room for in your life anyway.

Dear Outlook, thanks for taking the time to reply to my entry.

Since I moved into the family home (6 months ago), I haven't had a moment to be alone with myself, so I've been left with 'traditional' and hopeless thoughts coming from my family. their mindset the constant chaos at home does not beneficially affect my mental processes. I constantly dream of finding a job and leaving home. I have become hopeless because there is no development in this direction. I am grateful for your wise words, it was very precious for me to get useful advice from a reasonable person. I will not rush my Saturn cycle. I had some plans in mind but it is best not to rush and let them cook. as you mentioned when I rush I usually get hurt, when I slow down I realize that the universe supports me and I am much more productive mentally.

My feelings tell me not to think about my career for a few more months, to read a book, focus on myself, enjoy my life and care-free days which I don't have to work, find my center, and if possible, to get away for a while on my birthday. If I do these, will I not be sufficiently prepared for my Saturn cycle? my rush state fed by a feeling of inadequacy.

 

[juliafox1]

Many Moons ago a popular song was 'I want to Break Free'. Basically a desire for personal freedom of independence, yet held back by the need for another in one's life. That could fit a natal Sun in Aquarius, and the inner effects of a Moon, ruler Ascendant, in Aries and its aspects.

Saturn in Aries can act in a number of ways. It can restrict or hold one back one from taking action in life, OR it can provide the stamina within patience to 'stay for the long haul' of Aries otherwise 'NOW' temperament. (Same band sang, "I Want it All ...NOW!"). The saying, 'Everything comes to those who wait' could bring in the sextile aspect between Mercury-Jupiter-Saturn.

Mars- Saturn aspects can denote finding the will to attempt overcoming the walls/ boundaries that keep one within a confined and pre-conditioned space, ... and Cyprus is an island! The aspect often represents the force of outer authority, a/the father figure, or an older person that curbs that personal will. As mentioned by Waybread, the force attributed to responsibility, obligation, and duty, in this case in strictly personal relationships to which one feels, yet not actually is, tied (no aspect between Moon-Saturn).

The Sun is unaspected in the 9th house. The ideal of a free will ! So what is it holding its desire back?
In a previous post you mentioned having been told that you would live abroad. The 9th house is THE realm associated with long distance travel.
Maybe it's a case of natal Sun being willing to "Want to Break Free' by giving up everything ( progressive Sun in Pisces) to which it had been attached, that can release it from a self-imposed bondage?

hahaha dear Frisiangal, since I read your entry I can not turn off my radio-head which plays Queen non-stop! <3 I'd to respond with another song: David Bowie- Space Oddity. I saw your your earth rising on another post so I felt one of my 'earthy' friends (Major Tom) check on (communicate in a Gemini way) me,, Ok we just lost the joke when I try to explain hahaha.

AHH I haven't read such a well-written interpretation about unaspected planets. My passport hold me back for a while, I'd like to travel the world and stay as much as I want without any obligation, my inner motivation is being completely free(as much as the world bureaucracy allows).

for moon-saturn aspect: It makes sense that there is no direct link between my responsibilities and my emotions, as you mentioned. I have a *belief* that I need to be responsible and push myself. If I don't have a goal, I get lost in thoughts about what will happen in the future. But when I establish a routine (exercise, diet, etc.) like my moon's responsibilities and the north node on a micro level, I feel centered and hopeful for the future.

Looking at it from a broad perspective, I have been responsible and hardworking throughout my life. For example, I have a stereotyped thought that I should do something beneficial (I should work and make an effort for 10th house issues) or everything will go wrong in the future (when we're not even sure we'll be alive tomorrow)(Saturn's shadow side tends to work!) But when I trust the universe, make space for myself,go with flow,enjoy and meet my moon's needs, I can be more useful and productive for life. I am learning to find a balance between my lunar nodes
Thanks for letting us visit the corners of your mind with your interpretations.

I moved from Cyprus when I was a little mini mini baby, besides, I agree with your Cyprus analogy. Well written observation! I hope I can be an independent woman(country) one day too.

 

[juliafox1]

Hello juliafox1,

in 2019, you had in particular the significant transit of Uranus to Mercury Jupiter Uranus by square.

In the more present case, you have the significant transit of Mars and at the beginning of the year 2025 will come those of Venus and Pluto...

I don't think that your Saturn Return will be significant in 2026. This year 2026 will be very important with the significant transits of Uranus, Neptune and Pluto...

I will try to give you a more detailed answer.

Ecliptique.

Dear Ecliptique, when 2019 I left my home with one suitcase, no money, no plans! This period cost me dearly in terms of relationships and life lessons. To be honest, I still have the urge to leave home these days, but I don't want to experience the difficulty of the square angle. I learned my lesson

My thoughts still cooking under my Mercury- and Mars transit, thanks for your precious guidance

 

[Outlook]

What you are saying sounds an awful lot like you are bargaining and that isnt taking responsibility towards any kind of achievement or result.

First you need to look at the job market and see what the demands are, the qualifications, experience needed. and the income. Then you need to look at what you offer against this and define the gap. especially income!

then you need to make a plan to close the gap. that plan needs to be detailed and focused towards getting results you want….are you short in education?…then define your masters to incorporate multi or diverse areas to get you what is needed.

dont just go throwing time and money like mud to see what sticks! because at the end you will be exactly where you are now.

if you dont have what the job market needs, you wont get hired. so get with the program.

and you have a rough year or so to saturn return. you cant idle away all that time…can you?

goofing and sloth is ok for you but its not productive for life results. you will just be a year older and nothing to show.

and back here gripping the same thing…..

 

[juliafox1]

What you are saying sounds an awful lot like you are bargaining and that isnt taking responsibility towards any kind of achievement or result.

First you need to look at the job market and see what the demands are, the qualifications, experience needed. and the income. Then you need to look at what you offer against this and define the gap. especially income!

then you need to make a plan to close the gap. that plan needs to be detailed and focused towards getting results you want….are you short in education?…then define your masters to incorporate multi or diverse areas to get you what is needed.

dont just go throwing time and money like mud to see what sticks! because at the end you will be exactly where you are now.

if you dont have what the job market needs, you wont get hired. so get with the program.

and you have a rough year or so to saturn return. you cant idle away all that time…can you?

goofing and sloth is ok for you but its not productive for life results. you will just be a year older and nothing to show.

and back here gripping the same thing…..

dear Outlook, I see your point. I didn't intend to bargain, so let me explain myself. The situation that discouraged me was that I could not find the jobs I expected after graduation. maybe I experienced this feeling because of the expectations. since the state of mind shapes the future by feeding on the past, I believe that it is important to be at a mentally balanced, hopeful point. this was the main idea of the subject I tried to touch on in my previous entry. I did not explain myself enough, my mistake.

I have outlined my general plans for the future. I have received an offer for a Master's degree in my field of work, which will start in 2026/9. After my master's degree, I will have 2 years of work and a residence permit. I want to continue my life there. In the remaining time until 2026/9, I want to get the certificates that I think will be useful for later and to build the necessary network, a job if I can find. Since I am not working full time at the moment, I have time to take time for myself and focus on the education I mentioned in my previous entry. what I wanted to mention in my previous entry was that I would be able to take time for myself and my plans that support my future without being in a complete rush.
My goal is to eventually, after a few years(around 5 years), start my own business. I intended to do this a few months ago but I realized I didn't have the proper connections. I believe I need a master's degree and a good network for that.

 

[ElenaJ]

Dear lovely astrologers, I hope you are fine, healthy, and happy.

I'd love to know more about Saturn's lessons and the motivation behind them. I mean, with the basic words, why? Why does Saturn restrict us in some areas?

What lessons should be taken from angles such as square, opposite sextile, and conjunction? I'd love to hear your thoughts.

A personal question: Saturn *really* restricts me in my career. I dropped my first degree in 2019 and started a new degree which was my 'dream' with full scholarship degree. I graduated with honors around 6 months ago. The bizarre thing is that nobody is hired in the new city where I moved. I literally can not find any job! Any.

My recent job opportunity fell through due to the employer's uncertainties, and the deal was ultimately canceled. This happened while Saturn was squaring my 6th house. At the same time, my daily routines completely fell apart after moving back to my family home.
Good things: I noticed a lot of shadow I get from my mother and healed (hopefully)

I’m trying to understand what this square is teaching me. What lessons should I take from Saturn's limitations in my 10th house?

Could all of this be pushing me to build a solid routine and reconnect with my center? Given the challenges of finding work here and the economic crisis, I’ve decided to pursue a master’s degree abroad and aim to relocate there. I’ve already received a few offers and plan to move in 2026. I'll be 29, which also aligns with my Saturn return. Could Saturn’s current restrictions be its way of preparing me for this move and helping me grow into a more capable, grounded version of myself?

In the place where I live, I often face judgment and condescension when people hear about the field I studied. On top of that, the difficulty of finding a job has made things even more challenging. As Virgo North Node, I slowly lose my confidence and self-esteem from getting things done.. I know I am capable of doing so many things in my career field. Why does Saturn restrict me?

It's a looong post, thanks for reading. Feel free to share any thoughts or insights you might have—I’m open to hearing all perspectives.

What a fascinating chart you have!
You literally personify the Age of Aquarius with that strong stellium.
Very dynamic configuration with your midheaven.
The saturn/mars opposition lies on the Moon's Nodes showing that there is some type of karmic destiny involved here.
Mars in the exaltation of saturn, and saturn in the sign of mars, strengthening one another.
The 6th house of work ruled by scorpio has one co-ruler (pluto) in the house, and the other (mars) on NN.
Uranus, co-ruler of Aquarius, is at the midpoint of Pluto/Saturn linking the 6th/10th with the 9th. And you are writing about going abroad, which is of course 9th house.
As mentioned earlier, saturn has been conjunct your midheaven which could cause delays, but also acts as a lens to focus your energies on career matters.
Sun rules the 3rd house of communications/writing, and from the 9th (languages) it squares the cusp of the 6th (work).
Depending on where you want to relocate to, be sure to have the degrees and language skills you need to qualify for work (6th house) in the new country.
Good luck to you and best wishes.

 

[waybread]

Julia, your chart shows such a strong Aquarian 9th/8th house emphasis. So if your field is management of performing arts, studying or working abroad (9th house,) or perhaps focusing on the financial management (8th house) of a music or theater group might suit you. Another possibility is bringing the arts to people in palliative care (8th house.)

Saturn in the 10th opposing Mars in the 4th suggests career/home conflicts. You may feel pulled in both directions. Saturn in Aries is in its fall, as is Mars retrograde in Libra. Which can lead to feeling stymied and unable to act effectively.

I think Mars and Saturn can work cooperatively. Mars provides the impetus and energy, while Saturn shapes it with self-discipline. You might take on just a small project or two, where Mars provides the impetus and Saturn provides the structure and self-discipline to bring the project to completion. Those trines and sextiles to Mars and Saturn are your allies.

Meanwhile, anything you can do to keep up a resume showing activity with no gaps is probably beneficial. Professionals in the performing arts often turn up their noses at volunteer or amateur work, but helping out with the local community or repertory theater, or music ensemble would show commitment and experience.

 

[ElenaJ]

creating things with other's talents and spending time with artist friends It is inspiring and fulfilling to be around creative people and bring them together.

With the exception of moon and saturn, everything in the chart is on the western hemisphere, oriented towards "others" and this sentence expresses that energy well.
Saturn on MH is also a good manager.

 

[juliafox1]

Dear ElenaJ, wow! Thank you for such an insightful and detailed analysis! It's fascinating how you tied all these placements together and highlighted the connection between my career, work, and international aspirations.

What a fascinating chart you have!
You literally personify the Age of Aquarius with that strong stellium.
Very dynamic configuration with your midheaven.
The saturn/mars opposition lies on the Moon's Nodes showing that there is some type of karmic destiny involved here.

Do you recommend that I think of my nodes as 3/9 axis or 4/10 axis? I have applied the recommendations for houses 3 and 4 in Jan Spiller's book to see which one resonates with me more. I think I am more deficient in house 3 but I need to master house 4 too.
Could you elaborate on the concept of a karmic destiny being involved here, please?

Mars in the exaltation of saturn, and saturn in the sign of mars, strengthening one another.

I would like to share an experience on this subject. I realised that emotional reactions and sudden actions affect me negatively, but when I act consciously and by thinking twice, my image in the eyes of people works in a more positive way. I started to think that I was born to be emotionally balanced and to think and act instead of reacting. I believe that this issue is also in a tight connection with my moon nodes.

The 6th house of work ruled by scorpio has one co-ruler (pluto) in the house, and the other (mars) on NN.
Uranus, co-ruler of Aquarius, is at the midpoint of Pluto/Saturn linking the 6th/10th with the 9th. And you are writing about going abroad, which is of course 9th house.

A thought: Midpoint of Pluto/Saturn at 5degree with the conjunction with 5th Uranus, 4thdegree Jupiter and 3degree mercury. Would it be meaningful to examine Bos, which has a fixed star of 5 degrees, in order to understand the fate of the midpoint at the 5th degree?

As mentioned earlier, saturn has been conjunct your midheaven which could cause delays, but also acts as a lens to focus your energies on career matters.
Sun rules the 3rd house of communications/writing, and from the 9th (languages) it squares the cusp of the 6th (work).
Depending on where you want to relocate to, be sure to have the degrees and language skills you need to qualify for work (6th house) in the new country.

I recently faced a setback when my computer experienced an unexplained error just before the proficiency exam, preventing me from applying for the 2025 scholarship programs. I believed I was an eligible applicant, so I postponed my plans until 2026. I see this as a karmic event, believing there is a reason behind it. With 1.5 years ahead of me, I hope to understand the purpose of this delay in the coming period.

Good luck to you and best wishes.

Thank you for the time you've given, for the valuable insights you've shared, and for the thoughts that have emerged from the firing of your neurons, all of which you have taken the time and energy to write down and send to me! I wish you the best.

 

[juliafox1]

Julia, your chart shows such a strong Aquarian 9th/8th house emphasis. So if your field is management of performing arts, studying or working abroad (9th house,) or perhaps focusing on the financial management (8th house) of a music or theater group might suit you. Another possibility is bringing the arts to people in palliative care (8th house.)

Saturn in the 10th opposing Mars in the 4th suggests career/home conflicts. You may feel pulled in both directions. Saturn in Aries is in its fall, as is Mars retrograde in Libra. Which can lead to feeling stymied and unable to act effectively.

I think Mars and Saturn can work cooperatively. Mars provides the impetus and energy, while Saturn shapes it with self-discipline. You might take on just a small project or two, where Mars provides the impetus and Saturn provides the structure and self-discipline to bring the project to completion. Those trines and sextiles to Mars and Saturn are your allies.

Thank you for the valuable insights you've provided. From what I've observed, my emotional foundation affects my career life.
If we consider Mars as the higher octave of Pluto, I’d like to share an experience related to the 6th house/'s angels. There was a period when I dedicated myself to meditation, and developing a philosophy of life and my exercise and nutrition routines were nourishing, leading to a transformation in my mind and in my relationships with others, 10th house subjects. I believe the aspect between Pluto and Saturn worked positively by slowing down and strengthening my Mars, transforming it in a Plutonian way.

In April, when Pluto conjuct my natal Mercury, Jupiter, and Uranus, I will be attending a Vipassana course. I hope that this will bring about a lasting and deeper transformation in my mental processes.

Meanwhile, anything you can do to keep up a resume showing activity with no gaps is probably beneficial. Professionals in the performing arts often turn up their noses at volunteer or amateur work, but helping out with the local community or repertory theater, or music ensemble would show commitment and experience.

I made such a mistake when I was in college, and there was a gap of several years in my resume. You are absolutely right about this. I will consider becoming a part of communities and taking on small projects to finish. I believe finishing projects and completing them will restore my self-esteem.

 

[Lunar Man]

I'm finding your attached chart too small to be legible, but I wonder if Saturn on its own is such a problem. It looks like it opposes Mars. I have a natal Mars-Saturn opposition, which can play out as a classic see-saw: a Mars burst of energy or enthusiasm with the brakes off, followed by Saturn's sense of self doubt and low self-esteem.

A more empowering interpretation of Saturn would be to think of its lessons of responsibility, hard work, and authority. Saturn absolutely asks for perseverance, and getting by on very little. He runs a kind of diagnostic on our lives, pointing out areas to strengthen.

Would you mind sharing what is your field? And posting a bigger chart with legible degrees? Thanks,

Always remember about Saturn in 10th House, you will always get caught doing something that others do not approve. Your South Node brings old behavior from the past life into this life. The lesson is to go to your Node Node but that is hard to do because your South Node keeps pulling you back into bad behavior. Your attitude toward others is one of your problems. It would help you to seek out a Behavior Therapist to help see yourself as others see you. Street Smart is better than any Degree you might earn. A Degree only means you can memorize a book, that's all.

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[juliafox1]

Always remember about Saturn in 10th House, you will always get caught doing something that others do not approve. Your South Node brings old behavior from the past life into this life. The lesson is to go to your Node Node but that is hard to do because your South Node keeps pulling you back into bad behavior. Your attitude toward others is one of your problems. It would help you to seek out a Behavior Therapist to help see yourself as others see you. Street Smart is better than any Degree you might earn. A Degree only means you can memorize a book, that's all.

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Thank you! I see your point on lunar nodes beside of this I am not a problematic person. I don’t find your 10th house saturn interpretation accurate for me, I do like think outside of box but nothing more. Beside of this, you are correct spending time with others and being a street smart are valuable lessons for me

 

[Lunar Man]

Thank you! I see your point on lunar nodes beside of this I am not a problematic person. I don’t find your 10th house saturn interpretation accurate for me, I do like think outside of box but nothing more. Beside of this, you are correct spending time with others and being a street smart are valuable lessons for me

Regarding the Saturn, its not how you see yourself, its how others see you from the past life. Example: If you have children, each child sees the same parent different than the other children. Each person from your past will see you different, some love you, some hate you, some think you are too strict. All of these behaviors come from the past, not the present.