Can you please read my chart? Anger issues, trust issues, and just completely broken right now.

[sdh3]

I already know my purpose. I feel I am the new Maximilien Robespierre. Think about the people in my life are very violent but in a righteous sort of way and why is that? We need to learn to embrace our dark nature, and this is now Pluto in Aquarius and soon Neptune in Aries. I see a violent revolution on the way. THIS WILL BE BIGGER THAN THE FRENCH REVOLUATION. I WILL IIBERATE HUMANITY WITH MY SUPER NATURAL POWERS HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

People are celebrating the death of the United Healthcare CEO, and soon the real revolution will BEGIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Violence is good and humanity needs to learn that.

Please tell me (us) that you're joking.

 

[Lilith97]

Please tell me (us) that you're joking.

Yeah I mostly am. It isn't like I am Superman, just a weird dream in which I had super powers and with all the stuff going on basically I said to myself "what if I did have those powers, maybe I would be the next Robespierre" Though my mental state has calmed down now and I don't actually think we should do so.

 

[Lilith97]

Please tell me (us) that you're joking.

Plus another thing, people around me are very pro violence. My mom believes we should beat our children growing up and hit our pets when they do wrong. I have friends that supported riots and the burning down of buildings during tough times. And you heard about that one guy with the torture list and such. Why would I know all of these violent folks if I wasn't some sort of revolutionary figure?

I USED to be the guy that wanted peace, I USED to be the guy that said that my mom and others shouldn't be like that, and at one point I got ousted from my friend group for being against that. Why is the universe pointing me towards all these violent folks if I am supposed to be a being of peace? What do you think, what do you see in my chart?


Edit: You know what, violence isn't the answer, but exposing the lies and exposing the elites is! You don't need to hurt anyone, but if you expose all their secrets and shady dealings, that is how you get people to turn on them. So in a way you can still do things peacefully I feel.

 

[athenian200]

I personally have never really liked violence much. I don't have as many violent people around me, but I have had friends before who supported violence who decided to reject me because I advocated for a more peaceful solution.

The 11th house is associated with friends and acquaintances, and in your case the cusp is in Libra, with Venus in Libra inside of it. This should suggest you actually want to be involved with peaceful, diplomatic people. However, Chiron is also in your 11th house, though it's in Scorpio. This suggests you also have a deep emotional wound related to violence associated with your friends. Also, Saturn in Aries is opposing Venus in Libra, which could mean you struggle to achieve the peaceful friendships you want because of struggles with authority figures who may well be a bit capricious and short-sighted, tending to live in the moment.

Does any of that resonate at all?

 

[Lilith97]

I personally have never really liked violence much. I don't have as many violent people around me, but I have had friends before who supported violence who decided to reject me because I advocated for a more peaceful solution.

The 11th house is associated with friends and acquaintances, and in your case the cusp is in Libra, with Venus in Libra inside of it. This should suggest you actually want to be involved with peaceful, diplomatic people. However, Chiron is also in your 11th house, though it's in Scorpio. This suggests you also have a deep emotional wound related to violence associated with your friends. Also, Saturn in Aries is opposing Venus in Libra, which could mean you struggle to achieve the peaceful friendships you want because of struggles with authority figures who may well be a bit capricious and short-sighted, tending to live in the moment.

Does any of that resonate at all?

[Deleted ----Sorry Lilith, you may or may not be joking but we cannot praise violent actions here]

 

[Lilith97]

Please tell me (us) that you're joking.

[please stop praising violence]

 

[Lilith97]

I personally have never really liked violence much. I don't have as many violent people around me, but I have had friends before who supported violence who decided to reject me because I advocated for a more peaceful solution.

The 11th house is associated with friends and acquaintances, and in your case the cusp is in Libra, with Venus in Libra inside of it. This should suggest you actually want to be involved with peaceful, diplomatic people. However, Chiron is also in your 11th house, though it's in Scorpio. This suggests you also have a deep emotional wound related to violence associated with your friends. Also, Saturn in Aries is opposing Venus in Libra, which could mean you struggle to achieve the peaceful friendships you want because of struggles with authority figures who may well be a bit capricious and short-sighted, tending to live in the moment.

Does any of that resonate at all?

I'm sorry for my explosion earlier. I suppose it does. I guess I went off since I feel people that are against violence are seen as dumb and evil and I DON'T WANT TO BE DUMB AND EVIL! I WANT TO BE NORMAL!

 

[athenian200]

I'm sorry for my explosion earlier. I suppose it does. I guess I went off since I feel people that are against violence are seen as dumb and evil and I DON'T WANT TO BE DUMB AND EVIL! I WANT TO BE NORMAL!

I hate to tell you this, but it doesn't get any easier. You'll probably never be normal, no matter how much you want to be. I know, because I'm not normal either. You just have to be okay with not fitting into this violent, overly aggressive society that prizes rebellion and hate, and looks askance at compromise and diplomacy.

People might hate you for being "weak," wanting peace, being able to empathize with others... and you can try to kill that in yourself, maybe give into darkness for a while. But it will never make you feel good or whole. Believe me when I say I know from experience.

 

[Lilith97]

I hate to tell you this, but it doesn't get any easier. You'll probably never be normal, no matter how much you want to be. I know, because I'm not normal either. You just have to be okay with not fitting into this violent, overly aggressive society that prizes rebellion and hate, and looks askance at compromise and diplomacy.

People might hate you for being "weak," wanting peace, being able to empathize with others... and you can try to kill that in yourself, maybe give into darkness for a while. But it will never make you feel good or whole. Believe me when I say I know from experience.

I just feel at a crossroads right now. I just think everyone is either crazy, evil, or idk. I have been struggling a lot lately tbh. I can barely think anymore and I don't think there is really too many people like me in the world. People hate each other so much, but I feel if I say crap like that people see me as the issue as their is an obvious evil side and a good side, but to them the good side has to be violent and kill you know? It just isn't in me to see killing as a good thing, but when I see that the internet sees violence as objectively good, I feel in a way more evil for being peaceful.


Another thing is I don't know if my chart wants me to be a being of peace or if it wants to be go into the direction of violence and such...


The way my mom grew up sort of like the Jacksons. In the Jackson Five movie the oldest I think Jackie Johnson got into a boxing match with a bully as his dad wanted him to fight the bully. He got knocked down and his dad told him to basically keep on and fight the guy or else he would have to fight his dad. That is honestly the kind of energy I grew up with and have dealt with my entire life from not only family but even friends. One guy got mad at me for pussying out a fight at a bar while I was stoned. I would have fought him if I was only drunk and had no THC in my system but I wussed out.

I feel the universe wants me to be a fighter in a way.

 

[4everchanging]

Thanks for the replies so far! Anyways what indicates these power struggles? Is it mostly the Pluto energy? I heard that is probably most of it. Also I still want to know how I can really reach my potential in terms of intelligence. I'm American, 27 years old, biologically male, and live in Texas so going by that i should be completely dumb, but each reading chart says I am not and as a kid people told me I'm sharp. Though I'm only smart compared to the absolutely dumbest folks aka Americans. Drop me off anywhere else I'm the dumbest person in the room. I can do things tho like convert to Celsius and Fahrenheit in my head. I also make lots of weather charts but anyone can do that.

I'm just going to hone in on the pluto stuff & what I know from people in my life with strong pluto. And I also have pluto in my 1st house. People I know with strong pluto with harsh aspects hit the lowest of lows in life and spend a constant battke trying to bounce back from hardships and the brutalities of life. . And in these lows they have to pull themselves out of the darkest of holes. Being up against I guess the darker forces of life. Abuse, addiction, extreme violence, control, possessive and controlling people being associated with them, prison, mental prisons and literal prisons. Think of your worst horror film and that can sometimes sum pluto stuff. That's what my experience is anyway. Your pluto is conjunct your moon in your 1st house. Like your mother is literally part of you. There's like an obsessive bond that goes beyond mothering. This conjunction is also aspecting your 5h which is the house of love and fun and romance and also intelligence. Maybe for you to reach the level of intelligence you know youbare capable of reaching, you need to break the link with the mother. Maybe does she feel like she cannot survive without you.

Good luck

 

[MoonBucket]

Somebody needs to call the cops.

 

[Outlook]

with your pluto moon square mercury…and that square also in a Thors hammer to saturn…you most certainly do have the power for some very serious damage to others from emotional rage. and some very serious consequences.

you need to move away from this. while you are with them you are at worst influence…gutter level destructive potential.

if you continue then you are choosing to become them. That Thors will surprise you one day with your emotions running away suddenly to some very bad result for you.

right now you have a choice.

that door will close soon.

 

[Lilith97]

Somebody needs to call the cops.

All of my Generation and the one preceding mine on Reddit is saying similar or things much much worse. Plus at the end i feel we should only expose people not harm them. I am still open for exposing their secrets now. Though I do wonder why it seems most Millennials and Gen Zers have the itch for violence. I genuinely don't myself, i just split a lot in a BPD sort of way I'm sorry Moon Bucket. Also i would never harm anyone but myself.

 

[Lilith97]

with your pluto moon square mercury…and that square also in a Thors hammer to saturn…you most certainly do have the power for some very serious damage to others from emotional rage. and some very serious consequences.

you need to move away from this. while you are with them you are at worst influence…gutter level destructive potential.

if you continue then you are choosing to become them. That Thors will surprise you one day with your emotions running away suddenly to some very bad result for you.

right now you have a choice.

that door will close soon.

Wait how will this surprise me? Also what do you mean the door will close soon?

 

[Outlook]

Wait how will this surprise me? Also what do you mean the door will close soon?

because like all typical humans who think it will never happen to them…. encouraging or condoning violence by normalising it tends to suddenly flare up taking you by surprise and one day the odds are… you will be conditioned to find it ok to react because you convince yourself its ok and deserved, for some reason or other.

you have potential to kill. stop hanging around situations waiting to ignite to happen.

saturn return is two years out.

your OP says it all. Since then all you have done is tap dance and support the mess.

the rest is inevitable.

 

[Lilith97]

because like all typical humans who think it will never happen to them…. encouraging or condoning violence by normalising it tends to suddenly flare up taking you by surprise and one day the odds are… you will be conditioned to find it ok to react because you convince yourself its ok and deserved, for some reason or other.

you have potential to kill. stop hanging around situations waiting to ignite to happen.

saturn return is two years out.

your OP says it all. Since then all you have done is tap dance and support the mess.

the rest is inevitable.

Deep inside ne i know it is wrong. Yet i see it normalized among my Generation on Reddit, Tik Tok, and YouTube. Part of me feels i just need to unplug from social media now. I hate feeling this angry and now i know I should get out of this situation. Thanks for helping me see the truth.

 

[sdh3]

Please pay close attention. I'm going to spell out a few very simple but important things for you to consider. Make of them what you will. Either way, they'll be my last post on this thread. First the astrological matters:

About your mother: You have Mars in the 12 house at 16 SC 54. The corresponding Sabian Symbol is Scorpio 17 which reads as follows: A woman, the father of her own child.

About you father: You have Saturn in the 5th house (of children) at 19 AR 03. The corresponding Sabian Symbol is Aries 20 which reads as follows: A young girl feeding birds in winter.

About you: You have Pluto in the first house at 03 SG 02. The corresponding Sabian Symbol is Sagittarius 04 which reads as follows: A little child learning to walk.

I'm not going to comment on or interpret these symbols for you other than to say this: your family is obviously, very severely dysfunctional. Your mother is acting out a masculine archetype, with martial energy to boot. You dad is acting out a child-like role. You as the child are still acting like one and should have learned to be on your own two feet now and independent of your parents.

Now what to do?

Keep a notebook and in it right down all important transits to these three symbols by (at least) the Sun, Moon, Mercury, and Mars. For each transit, write in your notebook what is transpiring and how you'd ideally like to re-work or improve upon the events. Re-write and re-work them so that events unfold to express love, harmony, gratitude, joy, unity, etc. instead of anger, violence, pain, confusion, disunity, etc. This process won't work miracles but it will help you take the first steps to changing what you can.

 

[IleneK]

I already know my purpose. I feel I am the new Maximilien Robespierre. Think about the people in my life are very violent but in a righteous sort of way and why is that? We need to learn to embrace our dark nature, <...>People are celebrating the death of the United Healthcare CEO, and soon the real revolution will BEGIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Violence is good and humanity needs to learn that.

It's clear what lifetime of violence in your family has imprinted on you if you believe violence is good and humanity needs to learn that.
I hope that lesson is not perpetrated on you.

 

[katydid]

Lilith,

I know for sure that there are local and federal 'self help' programs available for you through social workers right now. YOU are their target demographic---someone young and intelligent who wants to get a leg up and elevate themselves.

You will be given a room in some kind of community housing, be given counselling and also some job opportunities in order to begin making your own way. But YOU will need to seek out these programs yourself.

Google them. Put in your town/city and 'help for homeless programs' and call them and get it started. It is important that you do this NOW.

 

[TapWitch]

Deep inside ne i know it is wrong. Yet i see it normalized among my Generation on Reddit, Tik Tok, and YouTube. Part of me feels i just need to unplug from social media now. I hate feeling this angry and now i know I should get out of this situation. Thanks for helping me see the truth.

Unplugging from social media is an excellent choice. Take quote a bit of time to gain perspective on its use as a manipulative tool before venturing back to it, particularly TikTok.