So, I am not sure if this is a plausible horary chart but I am curious to see if my question could be answered.
On March 11th, I had to say goodbye to my beloved baby girl, she was 14, my first cat that I ever had and her death broke me.
Since her passing I have cried multiple times a week, and I can't stop crying unless I physically stop remembering her lil face and kind paws. Anyway, last night I was falling asleep and long story short I easily get into very very deep mediative states when I am exhausted, I lucid dream almost every night, I have experienced hypnagogia multiple times, I am very spiritual, I have met my guides before (I believe when in this state) but that's a different story for a different day, point is I naturally experience really odd phenomena when I am heading to bed but needless to say I become more psychic or attuned to what's around me when I am in this state.
Anyway last night I was in a hypnagogia state, I was awake but I wasn't dreaming, It felt like I was moving but I know I wasn't, anyway as I was in my bed, I saw a cat and I immediately thought it was her, and the way I was positioned in bed she like curled up next to me, and I thought I heard her lil meow. I wasn't feeling scared or confused or unsure but it was dark out. It was like another part of me moved but not my physical body if that makes sense? Like my astral body moved and that was when I greeted her and when I saw her curl up next to me in the way my physical body was positioned. I still have the image of what I saw of her and now I am curious to see if it's possible to get confirmation it was her through horary.
I understand how this sounds but any thoughts are welcomed, I know I explained what happened quite poorly, it's hard for me to articulate this.
On March 11th, I had to say goodbye to my beloved baby girl, she was 14, my first cat that I ever had and her death broke me.
Since her passing I have cried multiple times a week, and I can't stop crying unless I physically stop remembering her lil face and kind paws. Anyway, last night I was falling asleep and long story short I easily get into very very deep mediative states when I am exhausted, I lucid dream almost every night, I have experienced hypnagogia multiple times, I am very spiritual, I have met my guides before (I believe when in this state) but that's a different story for a different day, point is I naturally experience really odd phenomena when I am heading to bed but needless to say I become more psychic or attuned to what's around me when I am in this state.
Anyway last night I was in a hypnagogia state, I was awake but I wasn't dreaming, It felt like I was moving but I know I wasn't, anyway as I was in my bed, I saw a cat and I immediately thought it was her, and the way I was positioned in bed she like curled up next to me, and I thought I heard her lil meow. I wasn't feeling scared or confused or unsure but it was dark out. It was like another part of me moved but not my physical body if that makes sense? Like my astral body moved and that was when I greeted her and when I saw her curl up next to me in the way my physical body was positioned. I still have the image of what I saw of her and now I am curious to see if it's possible to get confirmation it was her through horary.
I understand how this sounds but any thoughts are welcomed, I know I explained what happened quite poorly, it's hard for me to articulate this.
