Rahu, God bless you for helping me. I'm not kidding when I said I'm freaking out and need help! And, WTH is all this other stuff being posted? I was just asking for a kind favor! Ha!
Anyway, when you say WOW WOW WOW, I'm not sure if that's good or bad. From what I read, it doesn't sound so good. It sounds like I'm, as you correctly pointed out, falling into another trap based on unconscious dynamics. Lord knows I've had far too many traumas surrounding relationships and I think that's the main reason I'm terrified right now. I know all too well how I fall into these illusions and am desperate not to repeat it again. I've given this guy a pretty hard time trying to figure him out, and am convinced he's just like the rest. But then again, maybe I'm projected my past on him. Yes, there's been some things pop up, but on the whole, he's not been anything but kind, gentle and generous with me--very loving behavior toward me. My jaded side says it's all an act, which makes me nervous when you say he might be manipulative and has hidden motives with me...
Having said ALL that--my question is simply, should I run? Ha. I'm not familiar with the type of reading you gave with the astroids. I'm curious too what you thought about the traditional synastry chart? God bless you!!!