This might be a bit long and somewhat disturbing for I'm gonna be telling some dark sides of mine as well (ps: I might delete those things later on if I feel obsessively uncomfortable for sharing those things about myself to protect my public image) but long texts are not a big deal for curious people like us I guess. I wanna give more info than I should for you to understand the situation better. I discovered locational astrology around 2-3 years ago, but I discovered the complete version of it just 1.5 months ago. I was only checking the longitudes as it seems here:
And then this summer I was traveling to different locations, and Valencia seemed extremely good for musical creativity and such, and I also went there to test it. After having some colliding experiences, I tried to see what I'm missing and I realized for all these years I was doing this in an incomplete way. I realized, I missed this "show details" button on astro.com:
And after I activated this, I was in shock. I didn't know we also have to look at the latitudes alongside the longitudes. That completed the picture. And then I also checked where I normally live (Estonia) and wondered if it's written what was my problem there and yes, it was saying it's gonna be a lonely place etc. I'm also mentioning about this in my introductory topic here.
What gave me chills more is, when I come back from 3 months of traveling Europe, I was reading all the lines' explanations again and it was saying something specific like "on this location, unpleasant surprises could come in the form of necessary repairs or outstanding debts." and then I realized I was gonna meet the house owner in few days for repairing my two windows and fixing my radiators, and also because I spent all my money to travelling this summer, I had neglected to pay one of my hire purchase and it was also showing up like something bothering and that moment I wanted to learn more and more.
Normally I wouldn't share (you can understand that as a Scorpio dominant person, I'm getting uncomfortable when I give too much info about myself) but since I'm desperately in need of assistance, I'm here sharing my birth data for you to follow along this topic:
Here's my birth data:
Birth date: October 14, 1993
Birth time: 08:30 AM
Birth location: Mersin, Turkey
Here this is where I exactly live that I show in the red circle and here are the effects next to it in the right frame:
In a summary, this location has only two good aspects to me. One is having good relationship with the authority, and since this is the country that I got asylum and residence permit, that's pretty true and I've never stopped by the police unnecessarily as it was happening sometimes in different locations. And the other good aspect of this place is that climbing the ladder in my career. And by thinking, at first I was in a refugee camp like a lvl 1 crook and then earned money through music production and started a music production company, that's pretty correct as well. But the thing is, this is just because jupiter/mc line. (And it feels like a bad joke of the universe that saturn/ic line also passes through the same line)
But the other aspects are so overwhelming and so bad that, I can't even stand living here, I can't even stand existing sometimes. Psychologically it feels crazy unbearable. Here I'm having the most lonely periods of my life, there's literally noone in my real life, not even a single friend. Even if I make a friend, that's being an exception, and then we are either not talking to each other for long or meeting up once in long months. That wouldn't bother me if I didn't feel any other bad effect.
Before I go to travel, I had some good opportunities and I could invest into my business and move forward in life but I chose to make these tests. Because I couldn't stand the feeling of being here.
Moreover, I was even sometimes thinking if I have a cancer in my intestines, or similar bad thoughts about my health. Let me open this more, I'm having constant diarrheas in this location and I'm mostly feeling lack of energy, as if something blocks me. I went to hospitals etc, I found my cure scientifically but nothing helped. Moreover, all the doctors said I'm pretty healthy but I didn't feel that and that frustrated me a lot. I started my journey in Athens, and specifically tested Rome, Madrid, Valencia and Paris. And surely I passed by many other cities and countries. And you know what? I had no any single problem with my health, I just had a flu in Madrid, -even right after that flu passed, I felt like a semi-god there lol, it had Sun/Asc and Pluto trine MC effect on me- and I never had digestive problems or I didn't feel lack of energy, I felt pretty energetic and strong because I was visiting positive Sun/Jupiter/Mars places. I'm aware that I'm naturally uneasy person but I looked for locational solutions to bend their effects into something positive.
The last place was Paris and actually almost all aspects of Paris is extremely good for me. There's only Saturn/Mars line that causes me to fear but it also suggests that if I give myself to what I wanna actualize in my life, that line will keep me in track. But I assume that place also would be unforgiving for any mistake and I think if that happens I may end up with getting beaten by some attackers or getting arrested/fined for some reason. I also checked astro click local space and my sun line was also passing through Paris there. Another location took my interest is Bucuresti but I've never been there, it also keeps the same lines where I live right now as longitude but I wanted to keep this jupiter/mc line and wanted to change the latitudes, so Bucuresti seems like an option too but I don't know. (continuing with the following entry to dodge 10000 character limitation)
And then this summer I was traveling to different locations, and Valencia seemed extremely good for musical creativity and such, and I also went there to test it. After having some colliding experiences, I tried to see what I'm missing and I realized for all these years I was doing this in an incomplete way. I realized, I missed this "show details" button on astro.com:
And after I activated this, I was in shock. I didn't know we also have to look at the latitudes alongside the longitudes. That completed the picture. And then I also checked where I normally live (Estonia) and wondered if it's written what was my problem there and yes, it was saying it's gonna be a lonely place etc. I'm also mentioning about this in my introductory topic here.
What gave me chills more is, when I come back from 3 months of traveling Europe, I was reading all the lines' explanations again and it was saying something specific like "on this location, unpleasant surprises could come in the form of necessary repairs or outstanding debts." and then I realized I was gonna meet the house owner in few days for repairing my two windows and fixing my radiators, and also because I spent all my money to travelling this summer, I had neglected to pay one of my hire purchase and it was also showing up like something bothering and that moment I wanted to learn more and more.
Normally I wouldn't share (you can understand that as a Scorpio dominant person, I'm getting uncomfortable when I give too much info about myself) but since I'm desperately in need of assistance, I'm here sharing my birth data for you to follow along this topic:
Here's my birth data:
Birth date: October 14, 1993
Birth time: 08:30 AM
Birth location: Mersin, Turkey
Here this is where I exactly live that I show in the red circle and here are the effects next to it in the right frame:
In a summary, this location has only two good aspects to me. One is having good relationship with the authority, and since this is the country that I got asylum and residence permit, that's pretty true and I've never stopped by the police unnecessarily as it was happening sometimes in different locations. And the other good aspect of this place is that climbing the ladder in my career. And by thinking, at first I was in a refugee camp like a lvl 1 crook and then earned money through music production and started a music production company, that's pretty correct as well. But the thing is, this is just because jupiter/mc line. (And it feels like a bad joke of the universe that saturn/ic line also passes through the same line)
But the other aspects are so overwhelming and so bad that, I can't even stand living here, I can't even stand existing sometimes. Psychologically it feels crazy unbearable. Here I'm having the most lonely periods of my life, there's literally noone in my real life, not even a single friend. Even if I make a friend, that's being an exception, and then we are either not talking to each other for long or meeting up once in long months. That wouldn't bother me if I didn't feel any other bad effect.
Before I go to travel, I had some good opportunities and I could invest into my business and move forward in life but I chose to make these tests. Because I couldn't stand the feeling of being here.
Moreover, I was even sometimes thinking if I have a cancer in my intestines, or similar bad thoughts about my health. Let me open this more, I'm having constant diarrheas in this location and I'm mostly feeling lack of energy, as if something blocks me. I went to hospitals etc, I found my cure scientifically but nothing helped. Moreover, all the doctors said I'm pretty healthy but I didn't feel that and that frustrated me a lot. I started my journey in Athens, and specifically tested Rome, Madrid, Valencia and Paris. And surely I passed by many other cities and countries. And you know what? I had no any single problem with my health, I just had a flu in Madrid, -even right after that flu passed, I felt like a semi-god there lol, it had Sun/Asc and Pluto trine MC effect on me- and I never had digestive problems or I didn't feel lack of energy, I felt pretty energetic and strong because I was visiting positive Sun/Jupiter/Mars places. I'm aware that I'm naturally uneasy person but I looked for locational solutions to bend their effects into something positive.
The last place was Paris and actually almost all aspects of Paris is extremely good for me. There's only Saturn/Mars line that causes me to fear but it also suggests that if I give myself to what I wanna actualize in my life, that line will keep me in track. But I assume that place also would be unforgiving for any mistake and I think if that happens I may end up with getting beaten by some attackers or getting arrested/fined for some reason. I also checked astro click local space and my sun line was also passing through Paris there. Another location took my interest is Bucuresti but I've never been there, it also keeps the same lines where I live right now as longitude but I wanted to keep this jupiter/mc line and wanted to change the latitudes, so Bucuresti seems like an option too but I don't know. (continuing with the following entry to dodge 10000 character limitation)
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