Is this the end between me and X.?

[evonimus]

Hi, around two months passed since this guy cut me out abruptly again and told me to vanish, I'm sure in his mind I'm the one who rejected him, it's a complicated story with years of history.. usually he comes back nonchalantly to test the waters as if nothing happened, that's also why i am asking. I've done a lot of work trying to heal and I've come a long way. A week ago i had dreams about him and got into my feels again.. for a couple of days i was feeling depressed, but now im fine. I guess there are those days when the feelings come back for a moment, its part of the process. I wonder what the stars are showing, from his and mine side, is it finally over between us and am i moving on for good?



I am Venus at the cusp of Capricorn sign, maybe representing how i am at the end of this stage, soon to be completion of.. he is in exaltation where i am which may show how i still have leftover feelings. He is Mars in Leo in my 4th house of the past, as i don't see an actual future with him anymore. I have no essential dignities where he is, so maybe he is indifferent towards me. Because he is also represented by Sun he may put himself i in high regard as Sun in on throne in Leo. My ruler Venus is in a sign in his 3rd house putting his 3rd house ruler Saturn on throne, meaning i would want him to contact me i think. What about this Uranus, its a malefic planet right? Right on the Asc in my first house. Last aspecr of the moon is square with Uranus, showing abrupt and unexpected changes and even cutting of ties in relationahips. There is applying opposition between Moon - me and Mars- him in just one degree - on the 4th and 10th axis - i think that this might mean an actual ending. Also Moon is coming from conjunct with Pluto, showing how there has been a transformation for me regarding him as it's also a signifier of him. As for the question our 4th house rulers Sun and Moon are about to make sextile, so that might mean yes the end os about to come finally.
Would like to hear your ideas about how you read this chart, as I'm m not so good at reading for myself

 

[IleneK]

You/Venus still have strong feelings for him/Mars, with Venus in the sign that exalts Mars. Exaltation, though, is like infatuation. It gets big and then it dissipates.
Mars does not feel the same. He still cares some for you, with Mars receiving Venus by term. But term implies that it would be on his terms.
The main things I see are that your two significators do not aspect. They are what is referred to as disjunct, cannot see each other, so cannot see eye to eye. Also the next aspect that the Moon makes is an opposition. If we treat you as Moon, then it suggests a meeting, but not one that creates lasting relationship. If we treat Moon as the unfolding of the question, it suggests that there are real obstacles that get in the way of any meaningful reconciliation.
So it look pretty much over to me. Based on this, of course it is up to you whether you move on or not. Uranus conjunct the Ascendant symbolizes significant, sudden, radical change, so a fitting time to move on.

 

[evonimus]

Thank you Ilene. I think its kind of an addiction or a trauma bond from my side, that I'm trying to get over, hence the exaltation. Rationallity I'm not looking for reconciliation anyway, i just hope i finally break free from this and he doesnt pull me back in. There were many obstacles. I hope this Uranus brings good change.

 

[IleneK]

Thank you Ilene. I think its kind of an addiction or a trauma bond from my side, that I'm trying to get over, hence the exaltation. Rationallity I'm not looking for reconciliation anyway, i just hope i finally break free from this and he doesnt pull me back in. There were many obstacles. I hope this Uranus brings good change.

It surely can, especially if you take advantage of its energies that are available to you at this time.