DragnicDaelin
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Hi guys,
today was the first day I actually admitted - I want a relationship above everything else in life; doing away with whatever guilt I had before.
With Pluto conjunct Venus in Scorpio, opposite my Moon the 8th house, NN and Vesta in the 7th House, Jupiter sliding over aswell due to proximity to the DC and Ceres in Scorpio - I crave to be with someone. I will devote my life to that person in many ways ( I won't lose myself, Uranus Sagittarius makes sure of that) yet I want to be with someone wholly.
Since I was a little boy I dreamt of being with someone, not getting married per se but just loving another human being. Doing romantic stuff, weekends locked away - just the two of us. Even now today, every night when I go to sleep I dream/vision someone lying next to me. How my day might have been different if he (yes he) was there with me. The amount of time I invest in this is unparalleled....
And the few times that there has been some in my sights - I locked on and there is no getting away. My intensity is immense, even friends tell me to just back down a bit.
Granted my strong Sagittarius (with Uranus) makes me desire my own freedom and individuality aswell - I always say you're on my leash, stay where I can see you and come back soon, yet while you're gone you may do whatever you want. I'm not the overtly jealous type, I do have trust (must be the Pisces)
Anyways, my question is - will I actually have that experience in this life? I'm a wizard with people, Venus Trine Mars and Jupiter - I have no problem meeting people - yet I never meet anyone who's either interested or can withstand my intensity... My longest 'relationship' has been 1 month, give or take... and I'm nearly 27 - Juno in Capricorn in the 4th is NOT pleased!
Yours sincerely, someone who is confused and lost in the murky depths of Scorpio
My details are
13 December 1986
00:06
Pretoria, South Africa
today was the first day I actually admitted - I want a relationship above everything else in life; doing away with whatever guilt I had before.
With Pluto conjunct Venus in Scorpio, opposite my Moon the 8th house, NN and Vesta in the 7th House, Jupiter sliding over aswell due to proximity to the DC and Ceres in Scorpio - I crave to be with someone. I will devote my life to that person in many ways ( I won't lose myself, Uranus Sagittarius makes sure of that) yet I want to be with someone wholly.
Since I was a little boy I dreamt of being with someone, not getting married per se but just loving another human being. Doing romantic stuff, weekends locked away - just the two of us. Even now today, every night when I go to sleep I dream/vision someone lying next to me. How my day might have been different if he (yes he) was there with me. The amount of time I invest in this is unparalleled....
And the few times that there has been some in my sights - I locked on and there is no getting away. My intensity is immense, even friends tell me to just back down a bit.
Granted my strong Sagittarius (with Uranus) makes me desire my own freedom and individuality aswell - I always say you're on my leash, stay where I can see you and come back soon, yet while you're gone you may do whatever you want. I'm not the overtly jealous type, I do have trust (must be the Pisces)
Anyways, my question is - will I actually have that experience in this life? I'm a wizard with people, Venus Trine Mars and Jupiter - I have no problem meeting people - yet I never meet anyone who's either interested or can withstand my intensity... My longest 'relationship' has been 1 month, give or take... and I'm nearly 27 - Juno in Capricorn in the 4th is NOT pleased!

Yours sincerely, someone who is confused and lost in the murky depths of Scorpio
My details are
13 December 1986
00:06
Pretoria, South Africa