Hi Bina,
thanks for your reply.
forgive,...thats indeed the hardest part, and i mean realy hard, i think this is only possible with distance and over a long time, my youth is very currently in some moments and in some ways it seems to repeat under this transit, this makes me to forgive harder and generates wrath, a burning deep wrath about, like a vulcan before explode.
i have a girlfriend, she try to give me love, her ascendant is on my IC, i think to give me new roots.
but i dont know this feeling, its a new experience, she always say everything will be going alright, trust me.
i collect practice in meditation and shamanism, and since 3 years astrology.
i read in some case, second life half are a complete change of the first,... to good to be true.
i have a strong spiritual aspect in my personality,....ok i stop here, time will show results or not.
Hoping you will find peace
thanks, its one of my deepest wishes but i dont find currently, maybe in future. in around 1 Year i have a Pluto Sun transit, i read good things about it.
best wishes back.