Hi,
Would anyone skilled in transit astrology help me and give his/her insight, please?
I suffer from very weird periods of my life and no therapy, pills or work with myself works for me. Even though I have always trusted that everything can be solved if you try enough, I have lost all my strenghts I used to have. During this time I lost all of my friends, jobs, familiars, health, apartament and money. I wish I could understand the situation more and know that one day this nightmare ends. During 13 years i had to stop trusting my intuition, believes and values as following them I always lost someone or something more. I got to the point that last 3 years i spent Chrismast alone. So many weirds outer situations around me without any of my participation. Last 7 years i cant due to waves of hard insomnia keep on my personal or work life. I cant plan any vacation because or I dont leave for it or i stop sleeping there. So for me, the life is like - no nice stuff at all in any way and you might survive. And Yes, i used be a very possitive person, full of energy with great relationships, a lot of friends and ambitions that i was always able to achieve. I used to be so strong personality that was dealing problems with ease. What i look for is that last years I stopped sleeping around the Pluto movements around my planets.
There are those periods: September 2018 - February 2019; July 2019 - February 2020; August 2020 - december 2020; April 2021 - january 2022; July 2022 - February 2023; June 2023 - april 2024; September 2024 - now
So can you see, please, find anything that points to the hard insomnia (i literally dont fall asleep during the whole night), kind of stopping my energy to the level that i cant even clean, cook or do the shopping? Or vice versa, are any really possitive aspects this year?
I have learnt very painfully Plutos power but now it is very difficult to see the lessons in the suffering when it is not over. When it is over, i see what i have learnt but cant say that i gained something as I was slowly losing everything that i had. Even myself and thats the worst. I know Im kind of fenix so one day, if i survive this torture, i would rise up again. But for now, as my problems arent over and every solution makes it even worse… i need some of hope that one day after the long long winter comes the spring. I also wanted to ask as i see my North node and probably my moon are still now under the control of Pluto, which orbis might be for me a relief? And maybe when?
Thank you soooo much for any insight into this situation as for the astrology. As for the psychology and self development, i did a lot of work by now, so now i would really appreciate deeper look into this transit.
Would anyone skilled in transit astrology help me and give his/her insight, please?
I suffer from very weird periods of my life and no therapy, pills or work with myself works for me. Even though I have always trusted that everything can be solved if you try enough, I have lost all my strenghts I used to have. During this time I lost all of my friends, jobs, familiars, health, apartament and money. I wish I could understand the situation more and know that one day this nightmare ends. During 13 years i had to stop trusting my intuition, believes and values as following them I always lost someone or something more. I got to the point that last 3 years i spent Chrismast alone. So many weirds outer situations around me without any of my participation. Last 7 years i cant due to waves of hard insomnia keep on my personal or work life. I cant plan any vacation because or I dont leave for it or i stop sleeping there. So for me, the life is like - no nice stuff at all in any way and you might survive. And Yes, i used be a very possitive person, full of energy with great relationships, a lot of friends and ambitions that i was always able to achieve. I used to be so strong personality that was dealing problems with ease. What i look for is that last years I stopped sleeping around the Pluto movements around my planets.
There are those periods: September 2018 - February 2019; July 2019 - February 2020; August 2020 - december 2020; April 2021 - january 2022; July 2022 - February 2023; June 2023 - april 2024; September 2024 - now
So can you see, please, find anything that points to the hard insomnia (i literally dont fall asleep during the whole night), kind of stopping my energy to the level that i cant even clean, cook or do the shopping? Or vice versa, are any really possitive aspects this year?
I have learnt very painfully Plutos power but now it is very difficult to see the lessons in the suffering when it is not over. When it is over, i see what i have learnt but cant say that i gained something as I was slowly losing everything that i had. Even myself and thats the worst. I know Im kind of fenix so one day, if i survive this torture, i would rise up again. But for now, as my problems arent over and every solution makes it even worse… i need some of hope that one day after the long long winter comes the spring. I also wanted to ask as i see my North node and probably my moon are still now under the control of Pluto, which orbis might be for me a relief? And maybe when?
Thank you soooo much for any insight into this situation as for the astrology. As for the psychology and self development, i did a lot of work by now, so now i would really appreciate deeper look into this transit.