waybread and AriaVenue, thank you so much for insights.
@AriaVenue, as you mentioned my parents is not in very much favor of this idea, but still trying to support, (also they feel I am so educated, had great career, why am I thinking of doing this) and at the same time he is not having much confidence in the idea. He is also helpless, as he also doesn't have any contacts or anything in this line, its very tedious thing. This thing is just stuck there for more than a month. This has really upset me now, and I don't know what to do in life. Its been 5 years, I have not earned a single penny. I have been asking this question for last four years - 'when will I get the job', every single time chart is negative and they advised me to look for something else. But I had this confidence that I will get job and kept on lingering for job, dint apply to lower positions or pay than my previous position, as for me job has always been about career and respect. I really feel down when I think I am not able to contribute anything financially into my marriage (though there is no money crisis and he is a gem), I am so well educated and was on high of career and earned so well before. This break has just hurt my respect, confidence and repute. I dint expect this to happen ever in life.
Many other senior members on this forum know that, I am 'Masters in Chemical Engg.(Science & Tceh), Gold medalist' from one of the 'well known institutions in world' and had a professional experience of 6 years as a 'Senior Scientist in reptued USA mnc'. I quit the job to take a break and change the company. And then was never able to get back in. Once I came here (my husband got opportunity here), I was very positive. And guess what, I am just getting rejected when they know I don't have work visa. I got fed up, started youtube (Tech Travel & Food STOP!) which is also not doing that well, as I thought. I have recently applied to my similar profile in USA(4-5 days back), I know they would want to appoint me, but I am confident of rejection due to visa issues. I stopped asking this q - when will I get back in job. Then recently this idea hit me with like an intense force but I am discouraged. I don't know what's next. So I am asking:
When will I start earning? And through which medium.