I am going through my 12th house Saturn transit right now. But honestly it isn't too bad - yet. It can't be worse than Saturn in Virgo which was the worst years of my life. I lost EVERYTHING - job and slowly all my money, health problems. My Virgo sun is in my 10th which starts a 5 planet stellium into the 10th and 11th houses. Saturn hit my Sun and Pluto (at once, they are both at 24 degrees) Than Uranus, Jupiter and Mercury. Strangely enough Saturn in Libra wasn't as horrible - although during that time I started to repair things. I did let go of many old relationship (including an ex) but I made new friends.
After being out of work for YEARS, I finally got a new job back in July. So after be restricted for so many years, I now have money and health insurance.
But I AM noticing a period of aloneness so far and the facing of inner "skeletons" (in true 12th house style right?) - bringing up issues I should have dealt with long ago (like my relationship with my mom) - but not sure if these will heal externally but I need to deal with it internally. This started about a year before Saturn actually went into Scorpio though.
But I am also noticing a renewed interest in esoteric interests that were kind of tucked away for a while. After years of being an proclaimed atheist/agnostic - I believe I am revisiting what I am supposed to be doing in this life which is living my North Node (which is in Pisces) - The goal to be more spiritual instead of being too Virgo-y for my own good.
My natal chart is sneaky setup for making me live my North Node even though it seems odd to me. I am been learning about my natal chart more in the past few years and am reading about past lifes.
But one thing I noticed is that with my new job - my schedule is often too busy to always have time during the week for other things. I pretty much work alone most of the time at the new job so yeah, even though I have had improvements - there seems to be a statement being made "You are to be alone now." - Which isn't anything new to me! I am used to being alone.
I notice if I try to make connections with new people they rarely last. The only people who seem to be finding me are spiritual "inner" types. I think this is to help me work on the 12th house issues but that is just a guess.
I do notice that there is a attempt (and signs) at shedding my inner blockages and parts of my personality that are more damaging than good to me. Shyness, introversion, worry - I am getting alot better at NOT being these things and to be more present. So I guess this is also more 12th house work.
My Rising sign is Scorpio at 23 degrees - late decan. I have heard good things about 1st house Saturn transit and I am looking forward to mine I think. My last one was when I was 14 I guess (I am 43) and I can see some similarities coming up. Dealing with midlife as a women is similar to dealing with puberty as a teenage girl.
Ugh. 2 1/2 years of this - I guess I have to accept that most of it might be alone and I should take advantage of that time to work on the inner stuff that holds me back and needs to be released. Well, it is WAY better than Saturn in Virgo - I will take this any day of the week.