As of mid January, I'm suddenly not busy at all. So not busy that I feel like the
shipwrecked sailor who never gets anything done because he can't decide what to do first.
I'll probably be busier again in a month or so. Most of the things that have kept me busy are on hiatus or slow season right now.
But I probably did have some residual stress from when I was busier, because until I went to that party I was stuck in my head, mentally fretting about all sorts of small inconsequential details. That's one way I react to stress. Since the party, I've been clear of that. Having a lot of fun reset me. And now I'm finding fun in small moments, and thinking of what else I could do that would be fun. My fun channel is unblocked!
Since I'm right in the middle of a period of Uranus squaring my Leo sun from my fifth house, I've been thinking I should not take things too seriously and find fun.
One blog I just read said the five of wands can indicate many ideas competing for your attention. I do have that going on. See the sailor reference. Lots of ideas of what I should do with my downtime, but I can't decide what to do first.
I've also had several instances in the last few days of reaching out to someone to suggest something or ask for something and getting, "I'll get back to you in a few weeks," as a response.
I'm also seriously in need of a recharge. My "what to bring in and embrace" card for the year was the four of swords. To my mind, the message is clear: rest. Take time out.
I took the first real vacation I've had in years last fall. But in general, I do feel the need for rest, and not taking things too seriously. It's not just this month.