Hey,Rhinerruss --
I'm an old lady, so please trust me that turning 30 isn't such a problem. You'll get through it!
Your Saturn return, recently passed, is a time of leaving one's childhood and youth behind, and facing a few decades of middle age. This is normally a time of re-adjustment.
Absolutely there is "good stuff" in your horoscope. Those blue lines (trines and sextiles) indicate planetary pairs that work well together.
I'm confused about your work life just now. Are you working part-time in a retail job, or are you an intern at a finance company (unpaid?) Both? Are you interested in a ski gear start-up or venture capital?
I will say that a track record of being fired from or quitting jobs after a brief period will harm your future employment chances. But in your own business, you will be "working for" and with clients.
Part of the issue, I think, is your Uranus in the 2nd house of personal finance opposite Mercury in the 8th house of investments (money you share with other people.) Uranus rules sudden change, and this can create a see-saw effect; where it's very easy to flip from one idea to the next. You also have a "splash" type of chart, with planets in many signs and houses. This gives you a lot of commendable diversity, but it can make it hard to focus long-term.
I think the key will be to focus on stability; where even if you're unhappy with a situation, you stay the course to get through it, because you've focused on your medium- and long-term goals.
The thing about hoping that astrology will somehow promise good times ahead, is that good and hard transits and progressions will follow one another in succession. So it's better to build up your personal stamina so that you can successfully weather the tough times, rather than hoping you can escape them.
I'm not qualified to play junior psychologist, but I wonder if you've ever been diagnosed with attention deficit disorder. People with this condition have trouble focusing on a task or project for very long. With counseling, this can be a work-around, if you have it.
Best wishes for your journey, W.
I'm an old lady, so please trust me that turning 30 isn't such a problem. You'll get through it!
Your Saturn return, recently passed, is a time of leaving one's childhood and youth behind, and facing a few decades of middle age. This is normally a time of re-adjustment.
Absolutely there is "good stuff" in your horoscope. Those blue lines (trines and sextiles) indicate planetary pairs that work well together.
I'm confused about your work life just now. Are you working part-time in a retail job, or are you an intern at a finance company (unpaid?) Both? Are you interested in a ski gear start-up or venture capital?
I will say that a track record of being fired from or quitting jobs after a brief period will harm your future employment chances. But in your own business, you will be "working for" and with clients.
Part of the issue, I think, is your Uranus in the 2nd house of personal finance opposite Mercury in the 8th house of investments (money you share with other people.) Uranus rules sudden change, and this can create a see-saw effect; where it's very easy to flip from one idea to the next. You also have a "splash" type of chart, with planets in many signs and houses. This gives you a lot of commendable diversity, but it can make it hard to focus long-term.
I think the key will be to focus on stability; where even if you're unhappy with a situation, you stay the course to get through it, because you've focused on your medium- and long-term goals.
The thing about hoping that astrology will somehow promise good times ahead, is that good and hard transits and progressions will follow one another in succession. So it's better to build up your personal stamina so that you can successfully weather the tough times, rather than hoping you can escape them.
I'm not qualified to play junior psychologist, but I wonder if you've ever been diagnosed with attention deficit disorder. People with this condition have trouble focusing on a task or project for very long. With counseling, this can be a work-around, if you have it.
Best wishes for your journey, W.