Hi virgo2016
With you south node conjunct to the vertex, you life has had many unusual coincides that affected what you were doing. This aspect gives you access to higher planes of reality/energy.this aspect can subject you to other worldly feelings or experiences or altered realityor paranormal sensations and experiences But this energy can be confusing as it can bring random images or feelings that may not directed pertain to your souls experiences. this conjunction is very powerful psychically, if you can learn with images and feeling pertain to your life and which energies are of a cosmic nature and may not be so relevant to your karma.
with mars conjunct the north node, you have a distinct path in life. This aspect gives your aura much strength and shows you affect people on the psychic level well before your presence is made. This can be a aspect of luck if you always follow your true path. This aspect shows that you tend to make the correct action even if you don’t understand why. again the key is to be able to act without ego and pride. this aspect also gives you a pervasive sexual energy and many wil be drawn to you. But as this is a positive energy, you may find that dark or negative people will be drawn to you. this can also show a abusive childhood especially in a woman’s chart. Your moon is square to orcus and the midpoint is conjunct to Saturn. In addition the midpoint of your pluto/nessus square is conjunct to Lilith. These are all aspects they strongly suggest you had a very abusive childhood. It seems you mother may have been blind or uncaring to the very negative attentions of your father. these aspect usually show a resulting struggle with feeling of self worth in your adulthood. You also have psyche conjunct to the south node and vertex. though this gives you a very romantic and idealistic nature, it also contribute tounnatural or abusive attention, again, most likely from your father.
You moon/sun midpoint is square to the asteroid aura which symbolizes that you are very sensitive to auras. Often this aspect suggest shows you can see the auras around yourself other, even if you don’t know what it is you are sensing.
Your mercury is square to Neptune and Jupiter and the midpoints of these squares are conjunct to Uranus and opposed to chiron. This pattern over all gives you great intelligence and a very analytical mind. It can show that you have influences from the astral plane in your dreams. You could have prophetic dreams or visions that in your waking consciousness. though mercury square to Neptune often weakens one’s deductive or logical reasoning power. Coupled with the indication of a abusive childhood, you may not have nourished these intellectual abilities or doubt yourself in this regard. The Neptune/mercury square also shows creativity which can be visual such as painting or intellectual such as writing or poetry. You have a rare combination of acute intellectual potential with very intuitive and creative abilities.
You sun is conjunct to venus and eros showing you are a very loving and attractive person.
With the erso/psyche midpoint square to Neptune, you idealism and romantic nature is shown again.but this aspect can also shw that you have been deceived in love when you gave your all because of your romantic nature.
rahu
