Will this wish come true ?

[acmicasa]

I felt this wish so strongly. This is about a person I had relationship with back in 2017, but not in touch anymore. Will the wish come true ? If so, when ?

Mine and her significators are in opposition which describes the situation. To me, it has been an abusive relationship, and I haven't recovered fully from it, and had to go through all kinds of ups and downs of emotions, those fits of rage, pity, regret, remorse etc, though time has made it mild, but they keep occuring now and then. I tried to talk those issues with her, but never got answers, seems like I will never get any answers, because there aren't any answers, I mean, no answer can justify anything, I played that imaginary table conversation from all angles and none of the answers were making sense. This was hard to keep with, the poisen had tendency to spill over to other places of life, but somehow survived each day. The wish can be taken as hidden one, 8th house, as I do not wish to reveal it. The significator is again Mars, opposition to her significator. Truth must be revealed, but doesn't need to be rude or harsh, so keeping it hidden is my best option.

 

[rafaella]

This is a strange question but lets see. Wishes are 11th house. Saturn. And how convenient,Moon is conjunct saturn in12th, the hidden wish? But since its about your ex,we look at 7th ruler and yours. Venus and mars will oppose and it happens at 11th. I assume your wish is to know if she did something while you were together? The opposition would show more arguments and difficulty, I don't think she will grant you your wish. Moon saturn is more about self undoing. You know you shouldn't go there, but you still do it. More I can't see as the question is too vague for me to continue.

 

[acmicasa]

This is a strange question but lets see. Wishes are 11th house. Saturn. And how convenient,Moon is conjunct saturn in12th, the hidden wish? But since its about your ex,we look at 7th ruler and yours. Venus and mars will oppose and it happens at 11th. I assume your wish is to know if she did something while you were together? The opposition would show more arguments and difficulty, I don't think she will grant you your wish. Moon saturn is more about self undoing. You know you shouldn't go there, but you still do it. More I can't see as the question is too vague for me to continue.

I wished life comes full circle for her, the way she and her parents abused, they get taste of it. It's strange to wish something as such, but everytime that instance plays like broken record, despite all my efforts to not think, it becomes really hard to contain it. I never wanted such a thing, tried forgetting, forgiving, but those thoughts are really hard to contain. It's like poisoning self, I wish the worst for them, and that seems like an antidote for poison. It's really hard to come out of abuse. The body, if ever harmed, it heals, but if mind is harmed, it takes ages. It's the violation of mind that seeks justice.

 

[rafaella]

I wished life comes full circle for her, the way she and her parents abused, they get taste of it. It's strange to wish something as such, but everytime that instance plays like broken record, despite all my efforts to not think, it becomes really hard to contain it. I never wanted such a thing, tried forgetting, forgiving, but those thoughts are really hard to contain. It's like poisoning self, I wish the worst for them, and that seems like an antidote for poison. It's really hard to come out of abuse. The body, if ever harmed, it heals, but if mind is harmed, it takes ages. It's the violation of mind that seeks justice.

oki see, well i think she is struggling, Venus conjunct Pluto and opposite Mars. But you are also still unwell, Moon conjunct Saturn in 12th. Still traumatised. You need to heal. I say with best of intentions, for you to move forward, find it in your heart to forgive. Rather than wishing ill will on her and her family, do the opposite, because then your heart will feel lighter and you can finally move on. I think this most likely have affected your self esteem and relationships.
Forgive the past. She is also victim of her parents upbringing. If her parents are terrible people, the daughter must have gone through neglect and what not. She is a product of having them as parents. Doesn't mean she is without responsibility of course. I don't know what trauma you have gone through, but to heal, you have to get past this. Have you had any therapy? If not maybe that will help. Seek a psychologist that can help youmove past the trauma and the dark thoughts you have. I hope you heal soon.

 

[acmicasa]

oki see, well i think she is struggling, Venus conjunct Pluto and opposite Mars. But you are also still unwell, Moon conjunct Saturn in 12th. Still traumatised. You need to heal. I say with best of intentions, for you to move forward, find it in your heart to forgive. Rather than wishing ill will on her and her family, do the opposite, because then your heart will feel lighter and you can finally move on. I think this most likely have affected your self esteem and relationships.
Forgive the past. She is also victim of her parents upbringing. If her parents are terrible people, the daughter must have gone through neglect and what not. She is a product of having them as parents. Doesn't mean she is without responsibility of course. I don't know what trauma you have gone through, but to heal, you have to get past this. Have you had any therapy? If not maybe that will help. Seek a psychologist that can help youmove past the trauma and the dark thoughts you have. I hope you heal soon.

Thank you for the kind response. Indeed I need healing and working on it. I wonder why sometimes mind focuses on these evils and not the ones which are truly beautiful things of life. It's been 8 years, I met people, good bad both, dated one gentle soul. Couldn't commit to her for simple reason this demon, poison still lingering, and fear of hurting someone who would endup being the person at receiving end of this poison, which I carried and still carrying. I hope healing happens soon. I wish there was some technology that could remove a memory.

 

[Claire19]

I felt this wish so strongly. This is about a person I had relationship with back in 2017, but not in touch anymore. Will the wish come true ? If so, when ?

Mine and her significators are in opposition which describes the situation. To me, it has been an abusive relationship, and I haven't recovered fully from it, and had to go through all kinds of ups and downs of emotions, those fits of rage, pity, regret, remorse etc, though time has made it mild, but they keep occuring now and then. I tried to talk those issues with her, but never got answers, seems like I will never get any answers, because there aren't any answers, I mean, no answer can justify anything, I played that imaginary table conversation from all angles and none of the answers were making sense. This was hard to keep with, the poisen had tendency to spill over to other places of life, but somehow survived each day. The wish can be taken as hidden one, 8th house, as I do not wish to reveal it. The significator is again Mars, opposition to her significator. Truth must be revealed, but doesn't need to be rude or harsh, so keeping it hidden is my best option.

Natal charts and with red transits and green progressions need to be seen.

 

[IleneK]

Natal charts and with red transits and green progressions need to be seen.

They may need to be seen, but elsewhere on this platform, not here in the Horary Questions on Relational Matters forum.